SHARDS "Cut and bleeding on the broken fragments of my memory"
A Journey into healing
Page 3 - A new prognosis.... Hashimoto Syndrome!
I can be strong now that I know what it is!
Great I thought! Now it has a name I can FIGHT it! I can be strong again - I can be objective - I can be unemiotional - I can NOT explode!
BULL!!!!!!!!! I was strong while I used boxes of Kleenex. I was strong while I sobbed on my husbands shoulder in despare. I was strong when I got into the car and couldn't remember where I was going to go. I was strong when I walked into a crowded room and the panic set in. I cried reading the news. I cried reading about the new name for a baby elephant! I cried reading SPAM!
Enough was enough!
I started to document for myself what I was feeling and keeping track of ME! If I didn't keep track of how "I" felt, no doctor in the world would keep track for me either!!! So leaning to help myself became a life necessity. If I could "see" the demon sneaking up on me I could defeat it and WIN!
So what did I start watching?
What trips my "Triggers" ?
What time of day is worse?
Is it psychological? The chaotic memories run amuck?
Food? Chocolate? Caffeine? Sugar?
What Trips the "Triggers"?
Everything and nothing. Does that make any sense? Bet it sounds familiar to you though.
Trigger mechanisms:
Getting over tired
Not eating correctly.
This means protein at breakfast, a fair round lunch. NOT a burger guys and gals .. but a good balance of protein, vegies, a little starch. And Keep your water intake up!!!
Temperature
Yep, too warm and away I go. I suspect that is is because with other things loaded on top of the Hashimoto Syndrome, that the body termal regulator is throwing fits. So dress in layers :)
Wish that I could blame of the bitchyness off on it too .. but some of that I just have to claim. :) After all .. would I still be a woman if I didn't ?
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